Pity Party, Table for one.

I just had a pity party. An all out, feel sorry for myself, lay on my bed and cry while listening to a playlist full of sad songs, pity party. I even posted a facebook status that gave my 385 friends too much information about my emotional state (and then quickly deleted it). And sometimes I think that's okay. I had a hard week. I'm tired all the time, whether I get enough sleep or not. I spend almost every minute that I'm not at work alone and after awhile that gets to a person. I spent yesterday eating toast and sleeping because I felt sick.

I keep a smile on my face most of the time but sometimes everything falls apart and luckily when that happened for me I was in a position that I could stop everything and feel sorry for myself.

It's okay to break down sometimes. It's okay to cry and throw a little pity party once in awhile, just as long as you get back up and return to normal life when you're done.

Now, please excuse me, I'm going to go back to normal life now.


Image: Carolita Johnson

I have this friend...

Her name is Joan and she is incredibly talented. She's one of my dear EFY friends that I talked about in my last blog. She is one of my favorite people and I hope that someday this crazy life will give us the chance to live close by each other. (If you keep offering to let me live in your basement/spare room etc I might just show up someday...be careful. ;)

So back to Joan being incredibly talented. I have some buttons on the side of my blog that I wanted to bring to your attention. The first one is BitsyCreations. That is Joans business. She can pretty much do anything where creativity is concerned. Check it out! If I ever figure out how to block out the address and names on Lora's baby shower announcement I will post it here for you all to see. We told her what Lora wanted and in no time at all we had an email with the perfect invitation. Really, check it out. She does graphic design (need a new blog header?), Christmas cards (order them early so her life doesn't get insane!), baby announcements, wedding annoucements, birthday invitations...and the list goes on. www.bitsycreations.com

She is also doing a new blog with a friend called Gifted Giveaways. There is a button on the right for that too. You should check it out and become a follower! You can win stuff from really talented people!

I've always thought Joan was amazing but after working with her and seeing the invitations and baby announcement that she designed for Lora I realized I really needed to tell you guys about her and make you aware of the buttons. (Because if you're like me, you always ignore them...comes with ignoring advertisements on facebook I think.)

I hope everyone has a great holiday weekend! I need to go get to work on cleaning before the shower!

Bethie Crocker?

So I've just been baking away this week. Brenae and I have throwing a baby shower for my dear friend Lora on Saturday and she requested cookies & cupcakes as the treats for her shower. How can I say no to that?! Thus the baking. Last night I went to my friend Carrie's house and we made funfetti cupcakes from scratch. It was a first for me, the from scratch and funfetti parts. We had some interesting results but all in all everything tastes really good (of course we had to test them!!) and they are happily living in my freezer until it is time to frost them on Saturday. I am having a blast hanging out with Carrie again and she is teaching me everything she knows.

For those of you that don't know, Carrie is a friend that I met at EFY when I was 14. We clicked (along with Joanie and Chelley) and became the best of friends. We've always kept in touch although better at some times then others but after I moved back to Utah this summer we committed to being better and hanging out often. We have been doing a very good job and I love it. I love Care, I love being with someone that has known me for such a long time and that I can be myself with, I love her cute girls and I love that we can talk for hours and get to know each other better as adults. Anyway, that was a tangent, but Carrie is amazing and I am so grateful to have that close friendship back and I wanted you all to know it! :)

Some pictures of the cupcake baking fun:

Carrie with one of the good cupcakes! (sorry for the eyes closed pic Care! The other one was really dark.)

I'm getting quite good at taking pictures while still getting both heads in them. And yes we are laughing, I'd explain but it probably wouldn't be funny anyone else and it would give away one of my greatest secrets. :)

Tonight I made cookies. I'm going to put some cookies in little chinese food containers (provided by Carrie along with all of the decorations THANK YOU CARE!!!!) so I made mini cookies. At first I was baffled as to how I would do it. I even googled "bite-sized cookie receipes". Nothing fit what I was looking for and then I realized that, doi, I could just make my favorite cookie recipes and make them smaller. I'm a thinker, I know. Anyway, the sweet little bite sized morsels make me want to cry. They're so cute. Why do mini things make me so happy!? I have never eaten a mini hamburger (or a slider I guess...) but I love to look at them. I used a melon baller to scoop the cookies. The chocolate peanut butter ones turned out perfect. They are the perfect size. The choc chip caramel ones are a little bigger then I was hoping but they still taste good and will fit into the containers fine. Tomorrow I will probably make one more batch of a different variety. I know what you all are thinking. "Uh, Beth, how many people are coming to this shower? You're going to have way too many cookies." Yeah..I know, but I want a variety and I work in an office with 60 men. The leftovers will be eaten, that isn't a concern. I'm babbling about nothing, the point of this post is the pictures. And here they are!

Caramel chocolate chip cookies. Yummy!

Chocolate Peanut Butter chip cookies. Aren't they cute?!?!

And sooo little! True love...that's what I feel for these cookies.

And the lovely machine that made the process so much easier. Thank you to my favorite neighbors for lending this beauty to me.

Happy in my ness.

Life is good. Things are going really well, even so, sometimes after work a girl just needs a good laugh. So what is it that is doing that for me these days? This video:



I don't know if you guys saw the first episode of Glee on TV a few months ago, but I did, and I can't wait for the season to begin. It just feeds my love of musicals, while being short enough that I don't fall asleep half way through, and incorporating songs that I can sing right along with. I can't wait for the season premiere and a weekly dose of a TV musical. Until then, I'll keep watching the above Gold Digger video that I downloaded for free from iTunes last week. Hope you guys enjoy it too!